A freshly trimmed lawn replaces the wild, unruly shrubbery that I’m so familiar with
A way of life that now feels so distant,
Bearing no translation in the confines of the English language
So how can I ever begin to convey it?
I find myself longing for the aroma of fresh earth
The taste of hand-picked gooseberries,
14 years later
Still but a memory on the tip of my tongue
The freshly squeezed tomato juice,
Grown by the devotion of my grandfather
That I only get to hear stories about from my cousins
Uncomparable to the stuff here at NetCost
I long for the feeling of the dewy grass on the bare soles of my feet
A strong, grounding kinship with the land
We don’t hide from nature here, we welcome it
Worms, mosquitoes, spiders, rabbits
Everyone has their purpose
As do we
I long for the days I sat, observing my grandparent’s meticulous handiwork
The fence, the table, the bench
Despite their rough edges and mismatched screws
I can’t help but admire them
The endearing products of the sweat drenched, soil-stained fingers
Where devotion and love is deeply ingrained
When the longing gets too strong,
I walk through the Floyd Bennett Community Gardens
Where the Slavic diaspora infuses their roots into the urban soils of Brooklyn
Finally, the longing subsides
I have found my Дачa
Just a little closer to home