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Jerome Bel – “Disabled Theater”

Her sweater is so orange, I thought, captured by the bright neon attire of Sara Hess, an actress at Theater HORA. The hoodie emanated a glowing orange hue as a result of the strongly diffused light of the stage. Her unfocused gaze to the audience perplexed me as I tried to understand why she was squinting at the audience with a confused expression. Little did I realize that I was witnessing the work of Theater HORA and noted Jérôme Bel.

A collaboration between Jérôme Bel and Theater HORA, “Disabled Theater” is considered the quintessential model of a real and controversial theatrical performance. Theater HORA is a company known to believe in the abilities of disabilities. By this belief, it emphasizes the strengths and peculiarities of a person’s disability and looks to enhance a performance given these differences. Jérôme Bel, on the other hand, is notorious for his strong approaches to controversial materials.

The partnership of these two different artistic entities, created a highly applaudable performance. “Disabled Theater” was and still is one of the greatest theatrical performances ever melded from contemporary settings. As a performance where the actors played themselves, the show is bound to reach a cleverness hardly surpassable. Bel’s script to the play is aimed to resemble a realistic representation of a character. What better way to learn about a person than with an interview? This setting, however, is not conducted as an usual form of interview, but rather an international collective interview. The international factor, one of the most interesting elements of the play, is given by the difference in languages of both actors and director and audience. Jérôme Bel, a French artist, Theater HORA, a German company, and the audience, from New York, all differed in linguistic comprehension. An interpreter is then necessary to allow the performance to unravel and demonstrate the irrelevance of a language barrier in the portrayal of a particular message or issue.

Because of this collection of responses through one interview, Jérôme Bel created a panel-like stage with a stage for performance in front of the carefully positioned chairs. Each scene is played by a question asked by the Jérôme and then translated through the interpreter. The actors, then, take turns in exhibiting their responses, from quiet gazes to carefree dances. The most interesting aspect of these presentation, is not only the genuine realism with which all actors performed their roles, but rather the background responses which they may have unknowingly released during their colleague’s segments. Oftentimes, in fact, I found myself smiling at the quirky relationship between Julia Hausermann and Remo Beuggert, whom were sitting next to each other and bobbing their heads to the rhythm of Damian Bright’s dance. Touched by the abilities of these disabilities, I left New York Live Arts with a different perception of privilege as a factor not determined by physique or mentality, but rather by talent and strength as I was able to witness things that even I could never do, no matter how ‘privileged’.

As a consequence, Jérôme Bel’s piece leaves matter with a controversial theme. What is to happen to the performers post-“Disabled Theater”? Apparentely, notorious for his artistic talent, Jérôme Bel is also known to be capable of moving onto future artistic projects without much of an affectionate adieau. His superficial parting from a project can then be seen as a perplexing issue as these actors have exposed their disabled essences to a wide audience and are then abandoned once the performances end. However, I believe things will turn out well. As performers, the actors have clearly developed a strong sense of fellowship toward one another and I am confident the bond goes beyond the simple pretentious acts of a play. Supporters of the touching movements started by “Disabled Theater” will also, hopefully, engage in a realistic solution to the rehabilitation of the actor’s routines in the world. Although, Jérôme Bel may view it as a mere artistic venture, “Disabled Theater” should otherwise be considered a movement which gained recognition among a variety of artistic fanatics. And a movement will always cause change.

Keith Merlin Anne Ilagan (Blog B)

Cesena by Anne Teresa De Keersmaeker

Black and white, I thought, except for the bright sneakers. “Cesena” by Anne Teresa De Keersmaeker was a rendition of the typical contrasts of life; between white and black, life and death, enlightenment and despair. The piece started with a dimly lit setting used to evoke effort in the squinting audience. As the steps repeated themselves and the vocals started sounding like chants, the performance started taking the form of a religious ritual. What struck as rather interesting was the use of a well-rehearsed rhythm to choreograph the rustling steps. The randomness of those very steps emphasized the idea of a flawless synchronization of timing among dancers.

What added to the confusion I felt towards the piece was the large white circles outlined by a chalky type of sand. This shape I assumed to be a sort of boundary, or perhaps an outline relevant to the whole performance, but as the performers stepped over the circle, the outline faded and wore away and dimmed against the black pavement. An idea that occurred was that perhaps the circle was a symbolic representation of life and how the struggles and calamities of an individual’s lifespan can cause it to wear and damage, but yet still exist and guide – as sometimes the dancers would go back to the outline of the circle and perform along its circumference. With such in mind, the performance became even more spiritual as the people stepped in and out of the boundary: falling, crawling, dragging, running, or plainly walking.

The irony to the circle of life, however, was given by such subtle repetition of crosses through the show. Performers would be lifted and carried around as crosses, they would walk and run with arms sprawled open in an embrace-like manner. The crosses were not the only religious givens in “Cesena”. The very antique chant-like vocalists aimed to highlight the rituals of Catholicism during the older Gregorian era. These hymns were a laudable performance of all dancers whose fluid movements were equaled by well synchronized harmonies.

As a main point, to which I was confused, De Keersmaeker looked to integrate religion in the aspects of life and death and tie the entire show together with a performance comparable to the dramatic events of life. Oftentimes, she would highlight movements with clear contrasts in meaning, from the running of a shunned performer, to the matching dance pieces by partners; De Keersmaeker aimed to make contrasts a major theme to her performance, perhaps to emphasis how life itself is a huge contrast, between good and bad, right and wrong, light and dark.

Keith Merlin Anne Ilagan (Blog B)

Feeding the Ducks

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Photographs are a reflection of light. An image will portray what light will allow it to portray, whether it be a really bright landscape or a dark setting. Oftentimes, an interesting photograph is comprised of a balanced mixture of both. Such applies to André Kertész’s pictorial Feeding The Ducks (1924). As an appropriate focus to his image,the photographer captured the white contrast of the ducks against the less purified hues of the setting and the woman. As part of the discussion, one can assume that the woman is the focus of the pictorial, or could have been. Such hypothesis is not particularly far-fetched as she is in the literal center of the picture. However, by means of contrast and the famous Rule of Thirds, Kertész converted the possible highlight on the female to a spotlight on the ducks.

As stated by the classical Rule of thirds, otherwise known as the Golden Ratio, the ducks have been placed in what is foretold to be lower right side of the spacial distribution. This high contrast,brightness, and sharpness with which the ducks are portrayed further emphasize the attention on the animals rather than everything else.

Despite the origin of the picture to be in black and white format, the disposition of light plays important roles in this particular image. An example to the ever-present importance of setting and landscape if the difference in sharpness of the tree’s shadows. While one is a mix of blurred outlines, the other is a clear visual of angles.

In a similar manner I plan to create my pictorial. Although lacking the experience, my intentions are centered on a spot of focus, any point at all whose meaning can be interpreted in an infinite amount of possibilities. Such spot will be the focused area of my photograph and abide by the Golden Ratio. Because the setting can be so unpredictable, I would hope the contrast which my subjects will bring to be one that is satisfactory in either color of black and white setting. Sounding like a follower of Kertész’s photograph, I will admit to the similarity in concept, except I will not have ducks. Not intentionally at least.

Keith Merlin Anne Ilagan (Blog B)

John Jasperse’s Dance Rehearsal

As a fortunate coincidence, the past Thursday we were able to shadow the peculiar dance rehearsal which noted choreographer John Jasperse held in a dance studio at the Thomas Hunter Hall. The reason why peculiar is an appropriate word to describe such experience relies on the fact that John himself was creating something unusual. During the rehearsal he described his dance and choreography to be centered around random details which in turn dictated the purpose of the performance. His randomized organization brought the dance to a level of improvisation with which he tampered and played to create the extraordinary spacial show we were able to witness.

“I divided the body in thirteen sections,” he said, introducing his concept of improvisation. As he developed his idea of pure chance, he exposed themes which I was not able to witness watching Stuart and Simon rehearse. An example would be the concept of a spiral he exposed in his first segment of the rehearsal. Although very explicit and evident, the concept seemed surreal to my mind during the performance. The ability to introduce any theme in a performance and mold intricate movements from that central theme, requires extensive knowledge and skill as well as a visionary imagination capable of creating wonder within the mind. The more surprising aspect of the first segment was the ability to portray the ‘spiral’ theme in connection to improvisation. Using Roman lettering and the physical sections of the body, John was able to dissect the movements into spirals to the left or spirals to the right in particular areas of the body. The impressive concept of improvisation was even more visible as both Stuart and Simon followed the same pattern of movements, but in different settings and positions.

As the rehearsal progressed, John introduced a new and more dynamic performance. This rehearsed bit was filled with excessive thumping sounds either given by purposely passion or the exhaustion of the dancers. Either option emphasized the importance and difficulty of the dance and once again, despite Simon’s and Stuart’s different positions, the performance melded into a unified progress of moves. While sometimes the dancers differed in orientation and position, John corrected their movements into a synchronized concept of emergence.

As he explained his wish to idealize a concept of emergence, John expressed some doubt – the kind of doubt only rehearsals can thoroughly bring forth. He saw some confusion in his intent in showing emergence as a central theme, but yet recognized that it was perhaps due to the improvisation necessary in the dance. Truthfully, the goal of emergence, as opposed to being a central theme of the dances, was instead a repetition of motifs throughout the performance. Whereas a logical goal of emergence would be a final unified set of movements, John used bits and pieces of Stuart’s and Simon’s movements to mold together at different times of the dance. In such way he portrayed his motif of emergence, which made the rehearsal even more pleasant to admire.

Keith (Blog B)

The Company He Keeps, Virtuosic to Endearing

http://www.nytimes.com/2013/09/19/arts/dance/roberto-bolle-performs-with-friends-at-city-center.html?_r=0&adxnnl=1&ref=dance&adxnnlx=1379978206-oWF2We2AWVF2AKJvym+aCA

Brian Seibert, as a respectable critic, sought to carefully analyze and dissect the unique performance of Roberto Bolle and Friends. This “unremarkable” performance, as Seibert labeled it, was not just deemed as unpleasant, but rather monotonous. The critic, as an attentive dance observer, looked to expose the performance as an unusual act which displayed little to none praise-worthy characteristics of the dancers themselves. Led by the act of a famous and heroic Italian dancer, the show did not portray the Italian technique which one so often expects in an Italian-minded dance. As a knowledgeable source of observation, Seibert looked to embody that peculiar happening into an analysis of extraordinary characteristics of the performance. Although, highlighted as a monotonous performance, Brian Seibert located the merits of the actwithin the dancers themselves. His critique turned from a questionable performance with no clear identity into a clever use of dancers which emphasized the unnatural and unusual essence of the choreography.

As a critique, one looks to pose merits and dismerits upon an artistic concept. Constructive criticism can often be looked as a different view on the message of the artist or artists themselves. Whether the performance involves monotonous or unusual patterns, the goal of the critic, as many authors may support, is to analyze the piece assigned and turn it into a purposeful observation rigged with interesting anomalies as well as obvious facts. In this review, Seibert decided to focus on the characteristics of the dancers to emphasize the abnormality of the performance despite its monotony. He acknowledged the idea that some others may appreciate the performance and therefore focused on an aspects of the dance which he could appreciate: the dashing characters. As a critic of art, it is easy to discover a point of view, which may differ from the artist’s, that can turn an unpleasant performance into an interesting story. The key is to analyze all aspects of a performance, whether visual or physical, and divulge the small unnoticeable details into expansive interpretations of art.

As Seibert, himself had done, a dance critique may not always be a pleasant chore to describe. He instead turned his initially monotonous performance into an attention-grabbing portrait of the act’s cast. Because that, after all, is still part of art.

-Keith Merlin Anne (BLOG B)

Keith Merlin Anne Briel Guevarra Ilagan’s Self Portrait

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MoMA works.

After countless loops around the puzzling galleries of the Museum of Modern Art, a pattern began to emerge. The emphasis of human beauty in its truest form seemed to be often represented through nudity. A concept which often causes a few perverse snickers, nudity is in fact a reflection of human beauty in its deepest medium. The human body, deprived of all artificial enhancements and distractions is a template for many artists and its perception often twists into different views. Through the reading previously assigned by John Berger and Sylva Barnett, the idea of replication being a depreciating activity became a constant warning. In an attempt to not replicate, I chose the works of two different artists viewing a similar, if not identical, idea: nudity.

Both artists are world-renown and praised by even the most passionate art critics and are subject to many in-depth analyses of their works, these two masterpieces being part of such group. The first artist is known under the name Henri Rousseau. The French Post-Impressionist painter brushed a canvas known to everybody as The Dream (1910). This expansive image features two persons, perhaps both women, and uses their distinctions to create an obvious theme of contrast throughout the work. A surely unique form of art, The Dream is an interpretation of all types of beauties, both hidden and exposed. The woman in the immediate vicinity, with her cascading long hair, supple bosom, and clean curves poses an obvious comparison to the more hidden being standing in the back. This human is of questionable gender, although the skirt will imply the feminine characteristics of a woman.Her hair is puffed and short, her bosom is covered by a wind instrument and her curves are masked by the vibrant colors of her skirt. Rousseau in his depiction of these two women molded a comparison and appreciation for both aspects of femininity: from the obvious sensual attraction to the appeal of talents and skill (as the instrument and skirt infer). Through Sylva Barnett’s advice on artistic texts, I sat on the bench before this masterpiece and just observed. The countless details which will be hard to include in one concise analysis made the work even more admirable and less likely to be subject to replication.  The Dream, appropriately named, advertises the idea of infinite details that, like in a dream, can be forgotten once absent.

As a companion to Rousseau’s masterpiece, I chose a different approach to nudity showcased in a gallery only a few steps away from The Dream. This canvas by Pablo Picasso is titled Les Demoiselles d’Avignon (1907). A work advertising the presence of five nude women, Les Demoiselles d’Avignon approaches beauty in a less singular way, but rather in a collection of different perceptions of a woman’s body. All subjects of the painting are nude and their features are jagged in nature. The absence of any delicacy removes the typical appreciation of a beautiful human body and focuses audiences on the facial features and the rough curvatures of those seemingly voluptuous ladies. The presence of such distinct pattern, the one featuring five naked women, aids the viewer in identifying other details. Unlike Rousseau’s painting, Picasso’s depiction makes it easy for all to spot any other small additions to art, in this case the centerpiece consisting of a variety of plainly colored fruits. In this work, John Berger’s scorn at replication becomes a true message. These five women had all reasons to look alike and to be portrayed in such manner, but through Picasso’s careful attention to originality, these possibly alike ladies turned into five completely different nude entities. The ability to make each woman stand out is not only a praise to a deserving painter, but an acknowledgement to the concept that these very women, in fact, were thoroughly different, not just in appearance but in essence as well.

Berger and Barnet

As often defined through extensive discussions and argumentative conversations, art presents itself in rather convoluted forms. The continuous contrast between what some perceive as art and others argue to be otherwise becomes a central characteristic in both Ways of Seeing, by John Berger, and A Short Guide to Writing About Art, by Sylva Barnet.

Ways of Seeing presents within itself countless confusions about the perception of art. An attempt to perhaps enlighten audiences into different perspectives about the subject, John Berger illustrates art as an exclusive medium for upper class as well as a depreciated entrance for lower society into what the world labels as such. Cynically analyzing the quasi-snobby existence in the elite world, Berger does not fail to disgrace the invention of mechanical reproductions which permit poorer individuals an easy access to unattainable artifacts. His view on the preservation of the meaning of art heavily leans towards the lack of digital presence in art itself. He suggests that the definition of this powerful entity is demented and misunderstood by means such as cameras and other digitalized equipment. Although against such modern attack on tradition, Berger yet seems to disdain the exclusive environment in which art is preserved. By providing an animate involvement in the exhibition of art, the author gives audiences a more aware relevance for such treasure. I myself will not snap pictures of art as Berger will probably haunt me with the idea that I will deform the value of something far too important to be meaningless.

Sylva Barnet is nonetheless relevant in the campaign to enhance art in its truest form. As an instructor on writing about art, as her book A Short Guide to Writing About Art implies, Barnet provides guidelines to inexperienced writers and art fanatics on how to approach these timeless masterpieces. Her guide informs readers with simplistic views on artistic concepts. “Art is what artists do,” she quotes, highlighting the opinion that art is universal. She enriches her audience by creating an awareness for the existence of art in anything an artist or his audience label as worthy. This overactive advice for art analysis is often titled ‘critical thinking’, an idea to which everyone is already acquainted. Besides the usual writing tips of an expert, Barnet conveys a coherent structure for the composition of a successful essay on art. In doing so, she willingly releases a routine capable of turning simple writers into careful art analysts.

Provided with powerful instructions on the meaning of art and how to approach it, visits to popular and crowded museums such as MoMA will become more than a superficial tour adorned in endless collections of mystified images. These visits will aim to not deteriorate the meaning of art but instead provide myself with non-superficial critiques on the treasures of New York City.

Comments by Keith Merlin Anne

"As an agreeable response to Winnie, Two Boys was actually an ideal choice as a first opera for many of us novices. The contemporary integration of technology in such a traditional setting of culture made the performance quite the unexpected show. As many, like Walter Benjamin and Peggy Phelan, are skeptical critics of projection and photography as an enhancement to art, I couldn't help but agree in Winnie's opinion that Two Boys did indeed make use of technology efficiently. This excellent use of projection on the semi-transparent stage panels created a contrast between the "liveness" of an actor's lines and the "liveness" of the actor's chat messages. I call them both 'liveness' because, as a story saturated in the world of the Internet, the digitalized form of the performance took an important relevance itself. Sure, some may agree with Benjamin in that video is a "depreciation of the presence of the artwork", but none should disagree with the fact that these projections, which were cleverly and beautifully staged on the panels, enhanced and elaborated the story line which Two Boys was showing. Unlike other operas, Two Boys involved itself in the production of a plot centered around crime but subconsciously highlighting the contrast between what is real and what is technological... or so Detective Anne Strawson thought. Not being a tech enthusiast, Detective Strawson, like most traditional fellows such as Phelan and Benjamin, saw the contrast of the crime to be between reality and technology. She entered her case with the convinced notion that Brian, the accused 16 year-old role student, invented the whole fiction of the Internet and his chat history. As she became more aware of the uses of chatrooms and the power of the web, she herself began to lose sight of the contrast between her two opposite categories. The Internet had something real, something "live" about it which made her believe the story which at first she accused of fiction. Similarly, Two Boys looked to alleviate the contrast which many old-fashioned people have pointed to technology. The two sides were no longer reality and technology, but rather reality and imagination itself. That is not to say that the opera advocated for technology to be melded along with reality, but instead to entertain the phenomenal chance that not everything in the Internet is unreal. Plenty of times through the opera, the production would show a chatroom and staged setting of an online conversation. As a pro-technology show, Two Boys searched to compare and contrast the two methods of projection and let the audience decide the validity of either. One perspective on these scenes could be the idea that a contrast is created between the two modes and, consequently, a depiction of real life and real chat are exposed. While another view could emphasize that the "live" factor of the story was given purely by the chatroom and the belief that technology and the Internet created complete characters on their own (which supports the finale of the story line). Either way, technology enhanced the debate in which Anne Strawson found herself trapped. Was technology believeable? To some extent, as the plot unfolded in its climactic period, Two Boys encouraged the idea of technology being in fact real. Yet, as the ending unfolded and the reality behind the characters was revealed, technology became once again discredited. So should technology be believeable? Leave that to the audience, Two Boys would say. - Keith, Blog B"
--( posted on Oct 28, 2013, commenting on the post Two Boys – A Play on “Liveness” )
 
"As Norine mentioned, Rambert's piece A (micro) history of world economics, danced was a struggling performance to interpret. As the first theatrical performance I ever attended, besides the obvious school plays, I had little to no expectations. Waiting for the performance, however, was a whole different perspective. "We are waiting to get on the waiting list," said the couple of young adults behind me. "The performance is sold out," would repeat Ms. Uchizono. 'Could people really be so interested in danced economics?' I kept thinking as my anticipation grew for this spectacular performance. The stage was humble and yet so tidy. I observed the corners of what looked like an abandoned warehouse paved in light grey spotless cement and adorned by parallel and shrinking lights. The space was so vast and empty, the opportunities of a successful and bold performance seemed so infinite. The show commenced with one of the leads reciting a monologue about a dying man. The pacing of her performance was very accurate and slow to the point of struggle to take a step. She repeated these gestures which I initially could not understand, but yet kept emerging as an explicit motif. The slow paced monologue was then followed by a more dynamic influx of people, all dressed in different garments and walking in different directions. As a performance on world economics, I thought the parallel was clever. Rambert utilized each person to represent a certain generic piece of population. His re-interpretative style of (micro) world economics was indeed (micro) world economics and that amused me. I spent more time observing each individual person rather than following the actions of the leads and sometimes I would then lag behind Éric Méchoulan’s philosophical lectures on the history of economics. His lectures, I thought, were a little too sophisticated for an audience of art students just entering college. The jumps between theoretical concepts of different times would sometimes be so random that conceptually, the message was being lost. Rather than a coherent performance on a clear message, Rambert's teachings on economics became a fuzzy conglomeration of stories relating to economics. The lack of clarity was rather due to my own personal lack of knowledge rather than the lack of ability of Pascal Rambert to clarify his show. The skits were actually amusing, although sometimes, like Norine stated, useless. Such missing utility could have been given by the fact that the (micro) performances themselves seemed to be randomized and in no clear order. The bit that really confused me was the auction between the three British men. Singling this fragment out, I would have liked to understand what concept the auction intended to convey, what message (if any) relied on the short segment and what for. Anyway, as the performance developed, I was sometimes ecstatic to see some dynamic movements which created a sense of dance in the show. Although the title itself announced an integrated element of dance, I felt like the (micro)history resembled more a play than a dance. So when, the island skit came and people swayed like waves, I was glad to find a little difference in dynamics from the static setting of the plays. Perhaps the lack of movement under my perspective was given once again by my very lack of knowledge with which I entered the performance. The repetition of moves all throughout the performance could have had more meaning if I just stopped and took the time to analytically observe them. These movements, which I thought were amusing because they changed meaning as each of the three leads presented a new monologue, were continuously repeated as a recurring motif, but the actual and ultimate meaning behind them I still could not interpret. Finally, to integrate the element of randomization which I continuously envisioned during Rambert's performance, the final act emerged. An act in which all different people shared an item of value to themselves. Touching, yes; but what did it mean? How was the whole exposition a piece of history on economics? When the act started, I became a little skeptical. The play had just turned from a message on economics to a theme on diversity and it left me even more puzzled. I started questioning the relevance of the piece, especially since I should have predicted the shift in topic during the previous letter-reading segment in which impromptu characters shared hand written stories. I found it amusing, yes. I watched people hovering near the microphone and eyeing it as they knew the choir was approaching and the end of their fame tagging behind it. People would take out their letters and walk slowly whenever they approached the microphone, ready to share a bit of their lives. Such piece I thought applied more to the theme of diversity rather then economics, but how would I know any better. Anyway, as the characters improvised the last segment of item sharing during the performance, I developed confused feelings towards the play, as I will now address it rather than a dance. The meaning became less clear to me and rather than an insightful lecture, the play became an amusing performance to which I will relate by analyzing the movements during the show, but not the contents of the skits. Perhaps, just perhaps, I should have stepped in more knowledgeable. Perhaps. Keith Merlin Anne Ilagan (Blog B)"
--( posted on Oct 14, 2013, commenting on the post Economics in Performance )
 
"While Trisha Brown is indeed a major figure in the art of Post-Modern Dance and its countless aspects, Steve Paxton treasures the body in a comparable manner to Brown's kinaesthetic preferences. As both choreographers admire the fluidity of the body and its ability to control a dance in infinite ways, Paxton's perspective requires a further in-depth understanding of the capabilities of a human body. Analytical Post-Modern Dance is characterized by the ability of a dance to be the central purpose of the performance. Dancers in such movement believe in the embodiment of different aspects of space, time, and orientation. Such themes can be highlighted through the use of repetition, time management and, especially, improvisation. The latter, seen as an innovative interpretation to dance, earned fame under the name of Steve Paxton and his 'contact improvisation'. As further recognition to Paxton's radical offerings, Post-Modern Dance often lacks the musicality of an ordinary performance; but rather fiddles with the appealing concepts behind costumes, lighting and objects. These habitual elements seem to be absent in Paxton's showcases, which thoroughly focus on the ability of the body during an improvised performance. However, as a Post-Modern Dance Artist, Paxton successfully incorporates the idea of movement and dance into a coherent performance praising the skill of the human body and the perception of the human mind."
--( posted on Sep 30, 2013, commenting on the post Private: Trisha Brown and the Post-Modern dance movement )
 
"Observing live performances always enable audiences to dive into the depth of a character during the show itself. In this case, I had the opportunity to analyze the idea that Erica herself wished to convey about her own persona. Her main focuses in the act included the involvement in both science and baking. As two seemingly opposing interests, science and baking seemed to be difficult subjects to fuse into one coherent performance. However, as the act progressed. Erica showed aspects of baking which seemed to actually resemble the study of sciences and all things logical as well. It was time. As a very organized person, Erica's concept of time melded both sciences and baking into a homogeneous act. The sciences, being very specially and logically oriented provided a superficial and obvious awareness to the importance of time and organization, while baking subtly melded into the show by showing the audience the equal important of time and organization in the preparation of delicious cupcakes. As the performance dove deeper into time and the ability of Erica to fuse both her studies and her hobbies into one act, the audience could start to observe the little perks that characterize Erica herself. Her crossed legs, as an example, gave the proper impersonation of a polite girl with respectful upbringings. And finally, the use of a small stage, as opposed to the vast offerings of the room, characterized Erica as a reserved girl whose ideal performance highlighter her inclination towards a cozy comfort zone. As opposed to Erica's familiar performance, I decided to approach the self-portrait challenge to a more unusual and quasi-superficial level: my name. Essentially, one's name is the most obvious and shallow interpretation of a portrait, but unluckily enough (or perhaps luckily), I was able to host a performance based solely on my name: Keith Merlin Anne Briel Guevarra Ilagan. Through some fortunate series of events, my name just so happened to hold different meanings and stories and through that, I was able to decorate the name plates accordingly. Keith was initially meant to be Kaith, but being born in Italy, my parents thought Keith was the ideal spelling for the American equivalent Kaith. Merlin is the actual fusion of my parents names Berlinda and Melo, but is coincidentally spelt as Merlin, the wizard. Anne is the only feminine aspect of my first name and also the name of a great British queen. The list goes on with Briel being my confirmation name and etc. The idea behind my performance was to convey the presence of a story behind my seemingly quirky name. The reason why many times people mistake my name is due to the fact that they themselves lack the knowledge behind each name. As time will pass, I do hope people will be more aware f my name, but if not, they at least have a feel of what actually lies behind my name(s), all six of them."
--( posted on Sep 23, 2013, commenting on the post Erica’s Self-Portrait )