mymhcexperience

sometimes i feel so fucking trapped. feeling trapped is a terrible feeling. trapped in your way of life, in your circumstances, by the ppl u live with. and yet you owe your life to the circumstances u were brought up in. sometimes i feel like i’m a terrible person because i want to leave. is that selfish?… i know it is, on some level. and yet i can’t stop wanting it. i know that if i don’t break away, i’ll be consumed by it. i don’t want to live my life feeling like i never really lived it the way i want to. i don’t want that to be the tragedy of my life.