Metamorphosis Mood Diary (Nicholas Sanso)

I heard many of my classmates complaining that they found Gregor’s sudden transformation into a cockroach unrealistic. Personally, I couldn’t disagree more. Lets be honest, there was no way for Kafka to realistically transform Gregor into a cockroach without dipping into science fiction and significantly altering his story. So Kafka’s simply did it, he turned Gregor into a cockroach overnight. It kept the story more concise and focused the reader on the isolation, societal pressures, and lack of loyalty that the author was trying to convey. I wish more authors would follow his example.

But that’s not to say I loved all aspects of Kafka’s writing. In fact his writing reminded me of the worst traits of another author’s writing that I have read, Ayn Rand. Throughout “Atlas Shrugged,” Ayn Rand depicts overpowering feelings that the characters experience without any explanation for these intense emotions. Reading “Metamorphosis,” it felt like Kafka used the same style, particularly with Crete. If Crete’s diligence in feeding Gregor was a sign of love, why did she forbid her mother from seeing Gregor and why did she insist that he stay under the bed when she entered? Similarly, after building up what seemed to be a closer relationship between Gregor and her sister, Gregor’s death seems to symbolize the birth of Crete and the flourishing of her beauty and maturity. Why would he do this? There could be a million interpretations, none more right than the rest.

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 Aside from some of his ambiguity, I found the congruence between Kafka’s life and his story remarkable. Having read up on Kafka’s background before reading the text, I felt as if Gregor himself was the textual embodiment of Kafka. The same depressed and lonely sentiments that seemed to have ruled Kafka’s life as a german speaking jew living in Prague seemed to bemoan Gregor.

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Metamorphosis Mood Diary

Metamorphosis, hm, where to start. It is a strange book that is for certain. The beginning is probably the strangest part for me. I mean yeah, he is a cockroach the whole book which is alone very weird but the fact that he is so, indifferent about his metamorphosis is what really bothers me. He just gets up one day and is like “Damn, I’m a bug.”

That is NOT how I would have reacted given the circumstances. My reaction would have been more along the lines of “OH GOD WHAT HAPPENED WHY AM I LIKE THIS” etc etc. Basically a lot of screaming and freaking out, as most logical and reasonable human beings would do.

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That is the part of the book that really threw me off guard. But overall I did enjoy the book, granted I was like

Whattttfor almost the entire book I still really liked the symbolism and meaning behind it. I perceived the book as a study of society. There is so much emphasis on being a perfect worker, and Gregor became so obsessed with this image of perfect worker that he didn’t care about anything else. I mean he became a COCKROACH and was WORRIED ABOUT BEING LATE FOR WORK! He became nothing to society and was easily forgotten about because he did nothing more with his life than work. He did not contribute to society and society rejected him.

The ending of the story is probably one of the saddest endings I have ever read. It’s not heart breaking, Romeo didn’t die, and it’s not like the whole kingdom fell to pieces, but it’s the fact that a family is so OK with a member dying. They became indifferent to Gregor and his existence and that really bothered me. I don’t know how much I would be able to put up with a sibling being a Cockroach but I like to believe I’d at least mourn their death. He may not have been in his normal human form but he still was a part of the family and deserved more respect than he received.

Mood Diary – Metamorphosis (Kevin Parakkattu)

Although Metamorphosis by Franz Kafka was not one of my favorite short stories, it certainly provoked a series of reactions and images in my head. Not knowing anything about the story before I opened the book, the first lines of Gregor Samsa waking to find himself changed into a cockroach was definitely shocking. My reaction was something like this: 

As the story progressed, I was shocked to find Gregor so transfixed on issues such as getting to work on time and pleasing his bosses, rather than totally grasping that he had completely metamorphosed into a cockroach, a species associated with disgust and filth. His lack of grasp on the situation reminded me of my older brother who often gets flustered with the amount of work he has to do, that he doesn’t even realize that certain things are occurring. Kafka is metaphorically demonstrating that in high times of stress and materialism, we human beings often lose sight of ourselves and our initial priorities of wellness.

I sympathized with Gregor, especially with his times of extreme loneliness. He is an animal that still desires affection and love. While reading this, I thought about my dog Daisy and 15030_10150168314730481_1049345_nhow she is often lonely when everyone is away at work and school. At least Daisy is able to see us when we get back and we greet her with love.

 

Being in an unattended room, to a family that is too scared to look at you must be the most depressing time a man can go through. Kafka is emphasizing the meaning of family but also the affect of loneliness on one’s psyche. 

As Gregor engages in various exploits which concluded with his death, I can’t help but feel relief. Gregor’s death had to be the conclusion of this short story because his life just became more and more depressing as the story went on. It was like watching a man being tortured and not being able to do anything. I like how Kafka concluded with a hopeful note by writing, “And it felt like a confirmation of their new dreams and their fond intentions when, as they reached their destination, their daughter was the first to get up, and stretched her nubile young body.” (146). While Gregor metamorphoses into a horrible monster, his sister blossoms into a young woman. The ending reminded of Harper Lee’s To Kill a Mockingbird and how Scout had finally matured by the end of the novel.

Overall, I thought Metamorphosis was a decent story with strong and relevant themes.

Mood Diaries: Metamorphosis

Dear Diary,

To be honest, when I first heard that we were going to read this book, I was a bit hesitant, and yes, kind of scared, because like most teenage girls, I am deeply terrified of bugs.        A lot of my friends read this story in high school, and I remember clearly sighing from relief because my class had a different curriculum. I guess my impression of the book is directly from the plot itself, a man turns into a giant cockroach. I always expected I would be reading about the process of the metamorphosis, rather than the after-effects of it, so after reading the first two paragraphs of the story, I was surprised (kind of glad though). I don’t know if I would be able to handle reading a book about how a man’s limbs gradually become cockroach legs. 🙁

 

 

But anyway, as the story progresses, I felt a wide range of emotions toward Gregor. At one point, I was incredibly upset with him because I felt like he had no emotions towards his new change. Almost to the point where he just accepted the fact that he’s a bug. I mean, A BUG. If I were in his shoes, I’d be freaking out. I felt disconnected from him because I kept thinking, “Is he a robot??” In addition, what kind of person in his/her right mind still thinks about work?? When they’ve become a bug! I was really frustrated with him, and actually disliked him because of how calm and collected he was. I felt like slapping the senses back into him. But later on, I felt really bad for him because of the way his family treated him, in particular, the way his father treated him. His father was downright abusing him, both physically and mentally. In his mind, he basically disowned Gregor, even after all that Gregor has done for his family. As for Grete, in the beginning, yes, she cared for him, and although many may dislike her because later on, she started doing less and less for him and whatnot, at least she put in an effort, right? I actually felt a really strong connection with Grete. It may have been because she was around the same age as us, but I understood what she was going through. If I were in her position, I honestly don’t know if I could have done much better than what she did. I don’t think I would be able to treat a big cockroach as my big brother, as if nothing happened, so I actually commend her, A for effort. For Gregor’s mother, it pained me to even think about what was going through her mind. She, of the whole family, of everyone, cared about Gregor the most. Even though physically she was unable to see her son, while reading the story, one could definitely tell that she really wanted to go into his room and take care of him. A mother will always love her child.

There were some parts of the book that really stuck to me. One for example is when Grete and her mother were clearing out Gregor’s room so he could have more crawl space, Gregor stays on his favorite photo, and doesn’t let them take it away. To me, it was really meaningful. This part of the story kind of represented the transition of when he was really, truly being dehumanized. He wasn’t even going to have any of his possessions anymore. And him holding onto that photo was like he was holding on to his manhood, desperately trying to salvage at least one thing from his former life.

Overall, I kind of disliked the ending because to me, it was kind of plain. I mean, yes, his passing does solve all the family’s problems, but I guess that is just the type of person he is. One that works non-stop and does everything for his family, neglecting even himself.

 

 

Metamorphosis: A Mood Diary

Let me get something off my chest first. When Professor Wollman introduced Kafka’s “Metamorphosis” by saying how it is about about a man who turns into a roach, I was turned off a bit because I absolutely do not like bugs. I don’t like seeing them, touching them, or having anything to do with them (let alone reading about them). I was kind of grossed out:

However, as I progressed throughout the story, I was able to get over the fact that I was reading about a bug. In actuality, I was reading about a man who is trapped inside a bug’s body.

Gregor’s humanity appealed to me as I felt empathy towards the character. Here was a man who once had a job that he did not really enjoy. But once he loses the ability to work, his family is forced to step up and take care of him rather than the other way around. This is where Gregor starts to appreciate the things he had before he transformed into an insect. There is a sense of regret that Gregor is forced to face for the remainder of his life. He feels guilty since he can no longer allow his sister to pursue her passion of learning the violin. And he is also cursed of the sight of his exhausted father every night after work. This reminded me of the Christmas classic It’s a Wonderful Life since it shows how one man can really make a difference on his family.

I also felt empathy towards Gregor when his family starts to neglect him.  Behind Gregor’s tough insect shell was a man’s conscience. However, his family loses sight of this and treats him as if he were nothing more than a household pest. Gregor faces disgust and scorn from his family since they cannot even look at him without panicking or losing consciousness. But most importantly, I felt a sense of shame and disappointment from Gregor’s father, which can be a crushing blow to any son who is expected to step up to take care of the family. Because of this, Gregor feels ashamed and rejected, and probably even becomes depressed. Gregor’s depression eventually leads to his death, which shockingly gives relief to his family….

This disturbed me the most. Forget the fact that Gregor is a bug.

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Gregor’s strange situation may be fictitious, but the emotions I felt towards him were all too real.

Dear Diary,

The Metamorphasis.

When I first read the title of Franz Kafka’s book, I couldn’t help but think of butterflies. In my mind I had a huge picture of a small caterpillar. Through hard work and lots of leaf-eating, the small caterpillar was able to become a beautiful, blue butterfly.butterfly

 In fact I couldn’t stop thinking of the book that I read when I was a little girl, The Hungry Caterpillar by Eric Carle. I really loved this book, flipping through the pages I would wonder how the caterpillar could eat so much until finally on the last page the hungry caterpillar went through a beautiful metamorphosis into a butterfly.

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However, I was quite wrong in my initial assumption of what the book would be about delightful, fluttering butterflies. So wrong. When I first read the first line of the book, I assumed that Gregor, a now turned monstrous vermin was something like a rat. However reading on through his vivid descriptions I realized he was a HUMONGOUS COCKROACH LIKE BUG.

gregor , so like this but multiplied by 100 in size. My initial reaction was disgust. I really dislike bugs. In no way can I be sympathetic towards them or even like them (sorry Gregor). I was able to get over my feelings of disgust as the story progressed.

It struck me that Gregor was a very bland and static guy, even before his magical metamorphosis. Yes, he was a traveling salesman (oh the irony) but he never really had any other excitement in his life other then work, sleep, taking care of the family. In fact he wakes up as a bug and for the next 30 pages expresses how he has to get out of bed to go to work, as a bug. No he does not completely freak out (which I’m positive is the normal thing to do. A freak out to the degree of something like this

freakout). As the story progresses I start to dislike Mr. Samson and basically everyone for treating Gregor so badly. Shouldn’t they have appreciated all the things he did for them as a human. But I tried to look at this situation through their point of view. A beloved member of their family suddenly turned into a disgusting gigantic bug, which they believe has no mind of its own. It would be logical to act the way they did as a way to cope and the fact that they were able to tolerate the bug version of Gregor (especially Ms. Samson and Grete) is applaudable. In the end I didn’t like any characters or did I feel sympathetic towards any of them.

Towards the end of the novel I wasn’t sad for Gregor when he had the apple hurled to his back or when he died. Although it was rather unfortunate, he should have done more to gain the sympathy of the audience. He could have tried to do more about his tragic situation, instead he remained in his room eavesdropping on conversations and basically being a monstrous vermin that he believed he was.

This was how I felt when I read the book The Metamorphasis by Franz Kafka, a mixture of curiosity, disgust and appall.

Love,

Christine Y.

 

Mood Diaries: Metamorphosis

Metamorphosis by Franz Kafka is an interesting story in which a hard working man, Gregor Samsa, is transformed into a bug. What is even more strange is that he is more concerned with getting to work to provide for his family than his transformation. Personally I liked how family oriented Gregor was, but I was upset by what kind of life he lived and how his family treated him.

Gregor’s life was lonely and work driven. He woke up early and went to work, at a job he hated with a boss that treated him poorly. When work was over he went home to rest and start the same routine the next day. Gregor had no personal life and or friends, all his money went to providing for his parents and sister. As I thought closely about Gregor’s life before his transformation I realized that he really did not change at all. Maybe Gregor just transformed into what he really was.

thI feel that Gregor’s transformation was him becoming the animal his life represented. Like a bug he went through his daily routine in order to survive. And also Gregor lived in isolation and was used by his family and boss. So like a bug he was avoided and figuratively stepped on.

After reading Metamorphosis I was angered by how Gregor’s family treated him. His life seemed said and boring and as the story progressed it made me feel worse for Gregor. Gregor was treated as a slave or servant, rather than a son or brother. He was forced to wake up early in the morning everyday to go to work, and I did so for a family that did not show any appreciation toward him. Reading how Gregor’s family relied on him for everything reminded me of two things. First, the fairy tale Cinderella and second of vultures. I relate Cinderella to Gregor because they were both made to wUnknownork for the benefit of their families. I also relate Gregor’s family to vultures because vultures are birds that wait for their prey to die before flying down to grab their meal. This is how Gregor’s family appeared to me because of the way they treated him. They used Gregor and watched as his life drained away while he was a man and allowed him to die as a bug. And from his death they reaped the benefits, like finding jobs of there own and trying to move into a more suitable house.

images-1I wonder what other animals could represent Gregor and his family?

Mood Diary: Metamorphosis

When I started reading Metamorphosis during my commute, I had no idea what it was about. I started reading without expecting anything. So when Gregor started describing himself, I wasn’t sure what was happening. When it occurred to me that he turned into a bug …

But his nonchalant reaction to his own misfortune also confused me. Normally, wouldn’t we as readers react the same way as the perspective being presented to us? So the fact that Gregor was indifferent to his own transformation and was casually trying to get out of bed for work made me stop and question, shouldn’t he be freaking out? It made me question what was the correct reaction when logical was telling me, yes, the correction reaction is to go ballistic. Especially when Gregor started climbing the walls …

As I continued reading, I understood that Gregor was supposed to be the pitied character. He spent his life working to pay off his father’s debt, to pay for his family’s comfortably, and hoped to pay for his sister to go to the conservatory. But the moment he became unable to support his family, they all turned on him. Despite that though, I related more with the father in the sense that I understood why he would scorn his son and in that, I would have probably done the same.

No that’s a lie, but isn’t that mentality of society? The more useful you are to someone or something, the more worth you have. The moment you’ve lost your worth, you’re discarded and replaced. When you’re fired at a job, your position gets filled by somebody else.

I also understood that it was messed up for his family to rejoice when Gregor died, but they had stayed with him even as a bug. Although it was because they couldn’t move him, but if they didn’t care at all, they could have left without him. They could have killed him themselves. They rejoiced because they wouldn’t have to suffer from financial instability anymore. I’m actually glad they moved out and started providing for themselves instead of living off Gregor.

Metamorphosis’ Multitudinous Mood

… at that moment something or other thrown casually flew down close by and rolled in front of him. It was an apple; immediately a second one flew after it… From the fruit bowl on the sideboard his father had filled his pockets, and now… was throwing apple after apple. These small red apples rolled as if electrified around on the floor and collided with each other… another thrown immediately after that one drove into Gregor’s back really hard. Gregor wanted to drag himself off, as if the unexpected and incredible pain would go away if he changed his position. But he felt as if he was nailed in place…

 

No plea of Gregor’s helped, no plea was even understood; however humbly he might turn his head, his father merely stamped his feet more forcefully […] he drove Gregor on, as if there were no obstacle […] his father gave him a hard shove, which was truly his salvation, and bleeding profusely, he flew far into his room.

 

But the empty high-ceilinged room in which he was forced to lie flat on the floor…                           made him nervous, without his being able to tell why…                                                                   it was, after all, the room in which he had lived for the past five years…                         and turning half unconsciously and not without a slight feeling of shame…           he scuttled under the couch

 

…leaving out the fact that the doors were locked, should he really call for help? In spite of all his miseries, he could not repress a smile at this thought.

 

… all three left the apartment together, something they had not done for months now… They talked to each other, leaning back comfortably in their seats, about future prospects, and they discovered that on closer observation these were not at all bad, for all three had employment… The greatest improvement in their situation at this moment, of course, had to come from a change of dwelling. And it was something of a confirmation of their new dreams and good intentions when at the end of their journey the daughter first lifted herself up and stretched her young body

 

Cheng Dong- Metamorphosis Mood Diary

At the very start of the story the only thought I have, and I guess many others feel the same as I do, is “What The Hell!”. From the title I guessed that something would happen that involves changes in the book, but I expected it to be a gradual process in the story. The statement at the first line of the book about how a man turned into a cockroach overnight really took me by surprise.

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After reading a while longer I am really quiet emotionally moved by Gregor. He wasn’t panicking when he found out that he turned into a bug like most of us would, but instead his first worry was that this state would prevent him from working and cause trouble for his family who all depends on his wage as a salesman. He reminds me of fireflies that give us the pleasure of watching their beautiful flashes in the expense of themselves.

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As the lines passes I felt more and more depressed regarding the treatment of Gregor. He is ripped of his humanity not only by his transformation, but also by his family’s actions of taking away his possessions, refusing to attempt to communicate with him, and finally deserting him to die in hunger. Knowing what Gregor has done for them before his transformation, I really feel Gregor doesn’t deserve to end like this. This story presents to us how one’s outer appearance posses such great power that it could make us forget to consider one’s appearance in the inside.

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