Metamorphosis Mood Diary

I found Franz Kafka’s Metamorphosis to be a story that the reader can visualize and interpret in many different ways.  As I read Metamorphosis, I thought of certain images and music that I know of.  Here are several images and music that I thought of while reading:

 

 This piece of classical music is called “Montagues and Capulets” from Prokofiev’s ballet, Romeo and Juliet.  I thought of this piece of music as Gregor awakens from discovering that he had transformed into a giant vermin.  The dramatic explosions of sound at the beginning represent the shock that I personally would have felt if I were him.  The famous dance around 1:34 reminded me of Gregor struggling to move out of his bed.  The melodies played by the brass (notably trumpets and horns) can be visualized as  Gregor’s parents and the Chief Clerk pressuring him to open the door.

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Although this may be a little bit exaggerated, I felt that the impact of the kick Gregor’s father executes is a turning point at the end of the first part.  It is the kick that shuns Gregor into his room and marks the beginning of his eventual loss of humanity.  Like the kick of this Hitmonlee (if anyone watched or played Pokemon), it is a powerful and decisive hit on Gregor as an individual.

As I continued to read about Gregor and his struggle, I find that a fear that him and I have is isolation.  Behind closed doors, Gregor continued his pathetic existence as a vermin incapable of normally interacting with his family.  He lived in constant shame of himself and was afraid to show himself to his loved ones.  Like Gregor, I have the same fear.  Being unable to express myself would be rather depressing and I would go mad from the lack of socializing.  This image perfectly displays  what I visualized as a read about Gregor’s isolation:

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This image is a perfect example of isolation in Gregor’s case.    The man in the photo looks lonely, the room he is in is unintended too, and there is a lone window that the man can look out of into the world.  Gregor is alone in his room for the most part, his room eventually becomes neglected by his family, and he has a window that he tries to look out of during the early days after his metamorphosis.

This series of audio clips is what came to my mind as Grete played the violin for the three men.  Kafka writes in Metamorphosis how Grete had a passion for music and how Gregor was trying to earn enough money to send her to a music conservatory.  I could imagine that Grete was then a rather good violinist, so the famous violin solos of Rimsky-Korsakov’s Scheherazade came to my mind.  The first solo is enchanting and like Gregor, I would be drawn to the sound of it.  the beauty within its notes could tame such an animal like the one that Gregor had become.

“If I was gay, I would think hip-hop hates me”

I’m not exactly sure if this counts as art, but since it was in the arts section of the New York Times I feel like it’s okay to do so.

Link to the article.

On Wednesday one of hip-hop’s most influential producers and radio personality, Mister Cee, resigned his position at Hot 97.1, a hallmark hip-hop radio station. Mister Cee had been on 97.1 for 20 years where he bridged the new school rap with the old school hits for all his listeners. Mister Cee was the reason Notorious B.I.G. got his chance because he was the one who passed on Biggies mix-tape to Combs. Mister Cee was Bid Daddy Kane’s D.J., and Mister Cee was an affiliate of Juice Crew. With a list like that it required something very catastrophic for Mister Cee to resign; however, that wasn’t the case.

In 2011 Mister Cee was arrested for sexually interacting with a male-to-female transgender prostitute. The problem wasn’t that Mister Cee was arrested with a prostitute but that he had sex with a transexual. Mister Cee’s resignation came at a time where he was constantly bashed for his sexuality while his family and friends were incessantly taunted for his sexual preferences. Mister Cee just couldn’t take it any more. It was a difficult decision, but Mister Cee stated ‘“I am tired of trying to do something or be something that I’m not,” Mister Cee said. “I’m tired. I’m tired.”’

Truthfully, I’ve always been a little weirded out by homosexuality, but I’ ve learned to accept it and see it as something that is none of my business. I fully support gay rights and see it as a basic right because gay people don’t have the choice to change their sexuality nor does sexuality alter the world in any way. In Mister Cee’s case he was living in a world that is far more radical and against gay rights: the hip-hop world.

With raps and songs that often times use gay as a derogatory term and who see it as an insult, it wold be hard to consider expressing being a homosexual. Especially with many musicians being of African or Caribbean descent, where homosexuals are quickly killed and rid of, the whole community is a very scary place to express ones self.

I feel bad for Mister Cee because he is in a position where homosexuality can and has changed his entire life for the worse; however, Mister Cee does have some support in his corner, albeit nothing than can seriously change people’s views. His biggest supporter would be Frank Ocean, singer and rapper of super group Odd Future, who wrote a song expressing his admiration for a man. There are also others who have voiced concern in support of gay rights such as Jay-Z, ASAP Rocky, and Kanye West.

My question to you guys is why do you find that homosexuality is so much more intense in the black community and in the hip hop community? I don’t mean to say that all black people are homophobes, but that we don’t really see black homosexuals in the news, media, or any other places.

A Greener World

Architecture is a unique art form which I highly respect. The process to produce such art requires an extreme kind of complexity. With many angles of approach, the procedure can begin with a spontaneous and inspirational vision or a master compilation of an idea that has been assembling for years. Then comes decrypting and transferring the images onto paper. Now I’m not an expert of architecture, but I assume once a blueprint is concocted, submitted, approved, and probably revised several times, construction finally ensues.

I, as an observer, look at architecture and I am amazed at its fine detail and majesty. However, I often don’t look much further than that. Take, for example, the dougong, it is more than just a decoration; in fact, it is a central part in ancient Chinese architecture. It serves to hold the entire structure together with many pieces of interlocking wood. This technique is innovative as it disregards adhesives and allows elasticity to withstand earthquakes to a certain degree. It has influenced Japanese culture and invoked further architectural designs. In fact, architecture holds the key to serve much greater purposes than just display; it is a source which can inspire and foster ideas to further their growth and influence.

As a result of climate change, Earth has been plague with extraordinary climatic phenomena. Hurricane Sandy, heat waves, and the melting of ice caps are only a few of a long list of consequences of climate change. To counter these negative effects, people have been very supportive of the idea of a greener world. Philip Nobel describes in his article A Crop of Projects With Green Bonafides how architects are “countering climate change not only by altering the design of buildings, but also the design of the larger systems in which they function.” He brings light to many new constructions and programs which are environmentally supportive; examples include the Sims Municipal Recycling Facility which takes advantage of its waterfront location by allowing barges rather than the annual 70,000 trucks to carry the recyclable material, the programs of the Architectural League of New Yorkers which promotes a limit of 5,000 pounds of carbon dioxide per person rather than the average 44,000 pounds, and Rebuild by Designs’ competition of project design for communities hit hard by Hurricane Sandy.

I find Nobel’s view to be of a mild satire as he later describes other projects, for example, Pérez Art Museum’s 200,000 square feet of trellis, to be “unlikely to be judged as truly kind to the environment.” Earlier, Nobel also says the construction of some green buildings is not only contributing to the greenhouse gas emission, but also that designers know that green sells. His last point that the greenest buildings are the ones we never have to build is certainly ring true; I definitely agree with that. Leaving a natural environment untouched, as opposed to building upon it, is definitely more environmentally friendly. However, I believe that we are in an age of development and expansion. New buildings are bound to be built. The construction of efficiently designed green buildings would be preferable. The benefits include efficient use of energy and water, increase human health and productivity, and reduce waste and pollution. To address the excessiveness, a decrease in the aesthetics of the building would lower costs and materials. Also, future advances in technology can reduce costs. In the meanwhile, improvements can be made to current buildings. Installations of solar panels and green roofs can certainly benefit the environment. Programs which educate and promote environment awareness are also effective.

The truly environmentally concerned green building is worth the price tag; just keep in mind of the disadvantages of too much expansion replacing the natural world. Thus, the green building would not only be more efficient and environmentally friendly, but it would also be the muse to inspire people to contribute to a greener world.

 

Nobel, Philip. “A Crop of Projects With Green Bonafides.” The New York Times. 4 September, 2013. Web. 13 September, 2013.

Mood Diary: Metamorphosis

Reading The Metamorphosis by Franz Kafka conjured up many different emotions inside me, as well as many different images. In a certain sense, I desired more from the text by craving more dialogue or action, but on the other hand, it is a positive that much of the novel was a narration of Gregor’s struggles. In this way, by helping me learn more about Gregor’s position and metamorphosis, I was able to connect and sympathize with him on a greater level. Otherwise I would have highly disliked him because I am extremely squeamish when it comes to bugs.

First off, the book began with Gregor waking up as an insect, yet still rushing to work. This reminded me of the rabbit from Alice and Wonderland who was rushing for a very important date with a giant pocket watch. The huge watch relays into Gregor’s life as well, since Gregor is so focused on the time. He is always concerned with making the right train at a certain time and making it to work on time, so that he can keep his job and support his family. Thus, this clip comes to mind:

During the story, one issue I had was trying to imagine how big Gregor was. On the one hand, I imagined him as a giant cockroach because everyone around him was so completely repulsed by his appearance, even though they knew it was Gregor. Meanwhile, I imagine he wasn’t so large, since he was able to fit under the sofa. The image of Gregor constantly hiding under the couch whenever his sister came into his room reminded me of a TV show. When I was younger I used to watch the Big Comfy Couch, and under the couch resided two dust bunnies Fuzzy and Wuzzy.

(I imagined Gregor’s situation to be quite similar to this whenever he hid under the sofa.)

(I imagined Gregor’s situation to be quite similar to this whenever he hid under the sofa.)

Overall though, I was relatively upset with the tone of the story and the ending. When Gregor woke up as an insect, he still acted like the rabbit from Alice and Wonderland, paying no attention to his situation. His family similarly let me down, especially after their son’s passing. They simply shrugged it off and everyone was happy to move on with their lives. Thus, the family greatly reminded me of the movie Mean Girls and this image came to mind:MeanGirls

In the movie, the mean girls acted in a very unkind and elitist manner. Similarly, Gregor’s family lived a relatively relaxing life, and simply used their son to support the whole family. It was really unsettling though when Kafka finalized that the family didn’t really care about the son by displaying their emotions after his death. Sadly, the family wasn’t exactly upset and distressed; instead they were all taken over by a sense of calmness and relief.

By the end of the story, I highly disliked Gregor’s family, and was really upset that Gregor was gone. Meanwhile, his family went on with their lives, simply deciding to move to a different home, and leaving their current dwelling behind. This decision of picking up and moving was also extremely disappointing because Gregor had been able to provide all of that for them, so I imagined they would want to cherish it. Instead, the family was happy to realize that their daughter was grown-up and ready to be married off, simple forgetting about their son, and already excited about their future prospects. Thus, the story conjured up overall images of sadness, darkness and gloominess, and to me almost seemed like a black-and white film due to its morose nature.

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Mood Diary: Metamorphosis

The first thing I thought of when I started reading Metamorphosis was an abandoned house that looked worn out and dark.

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I connected Gregor’s situation to this image, because he was trapped both inside his room and inside his mind. He had no way to escape and he held in all his emotions and buried them deep inside his heart. This image, while looking creepy, also represents how his family cannot go anywhere near Gregor and cannot understand the position he is in. He feels abandoned and helpless with no hope of going back to his normal life.

The relationship between Gregor and his sister made me think of this image:

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Grete constantly tried to make the effort to help Gregor, whether that was giving him food a cockroach would normally eat or moving the furniture to give him room to crawl. She was extending her hand out, offering her help. Although Grete helped as much as she could, she was never able to truly reach Gregor’s grasp as his humanity slowly crept away. Every time I read a part where Grete and Gregor interacted, I felt a deep sadness for them because I knew that they cared about each other deeply, but there would be no solution to the situation. It was nice to see a true sibling relationship develop, even in a short story.

Each time I read the mother’s reactions to Gregor, I thought of the sound of rain:

The mother was being suffocated by the idea that her son had completely transformed into a different being. She constantly felt a deep pain in her heart because she knew she lost her first child and that she could do nothing about it. When I thought about her, I imagined her stuck in the rain with no where to go. I felt sorry for the mother and couldn’t picture her anywhere else other than caught in a bad storm without an umbrella. She slowly came to accept the situation, but I know she was the character filled with the most sadness.

In Detroit, a Case of Selling Art and Selling Out

The Detroit Institute of Arts, a nonprofit establishment, is one of the attractions for both tourists and locals. The DIA was established in 1885, and changed locations in 1927 due to the growing art collection, which is amongst one of the top in America. The new location for the DIA is known as the temple of art. The DIA holds a plethora of artworks that range from American to Islamic, Contemporary to Ancient, and Asian to African. They are open everyday except Mondays.

When I hear Detroit, the first word that I think of is cars. Chrysler, Ford and General Motors are known to be the Big Three or the Detroit Three. I was interested to find that Detroit is also well known for its art collection. This article explains how the DIA was thanking the people in the three counties around Detroit for voting the increase the real estate tax, resulting in the DIA receiving $23 million annually. However, in late May, the institution suffered greatly due to numerous years of mismanagement and the decreasing Detroit population. As a possible solution to the $18 billion debt, it was suggested that the DIA sell some of its art. This will go against DIA’s not-for-profit position. As a result, the institution will also need to pay taxes as well.

The article also takes about the disregard for the arts in America. America is trying to become a nation that consumes less and produces more. In order for this to happen, America has to take the arts more into consideration in schools for all students.

I completely disagree with the people who suggested to sell artwork as a way to pay off the debt. Selling one of the few remaining attractions in Detroit will result in a more decreasing population. In addition, selling artwork will not completely cover the debt. Not only will Detroit lose one of its prized institutions, the other companies within Detroit will suffer as well. For example, there will be less workers available for the Detroit Three to hire. With the art institution gone and no other attractions besides the car producing factories in Detroit, the city will experience economic problems.

I also feel the same way with regard to liberal arts as does the article. The liberal arts is quickly disappearing from America’s curriculum. Liberal arts is a fundamental group of subjects that every student should be exposed to at an earlier age and for a longer period of time. The liberal arts fosters creativity and knowledge that will be helpful in the future. In my opinion, the liberal arts is also the most interesting out of other areas of studies. Even though it costs extra for schools to have liberal arts courses, I believe that the extra money is worth the experience and wisdom that the students will obtain.

What is your opinion on liberal arts? Should America continue to disregard liberal arts, or should America take the arts more into consideration? Have any of you been to the DIA? If so, how was the experience?

You can find the article here!

Metamorphosis Mood Diary

As a commuter, traveling to school in the morning is as dreary and dreaded as one can imagine.  When I take the train, the car is packed with professionals, everyone with the same expression, or lack thereof, the same glazed-over look.  This sleepy mood, repeated every workday of their existence, is what I pictured in the opening of the novella. This mood is the same for Gregor’s father as he adopts the role of caretaker in the novel. 

Gregor is a diligent worker that seems to live only for his work and supporting his family. Despite his changed condition and the narrator’s suggestion that he is not passionate about being a salesman, he wants to return to work.  The need to work and to support ones family is a huge theme in the novella.   The responsibility, once laid solely on Gregor, turns to the rest of his family.  I thought it was interesting how the toll of working played such a large role in the decaying of their family, particularly in the Father.  Both the father and Gregor lacked passion and love of their jobs, thus it took its toll. Like Gregor, we often do what we do (go to school, get a job, etc.) out of social expectation and necessity.

Metamorphosis is defined as the “process of transformation from an immature form to an adult form,” so I thought it was interesting how of all things, Gregor’s adult state is a cockroach.  Through this transformation, he remains human in his mind but his differences are highlighted by his physical change.  This alienates him from his family and his inability to fit in causes the events that lead to his death. I thought it was interesting to see how alienation and straying outside the limits of social acceptability can impact an individual and burden a family of community.

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A sizable part of my identity and what defines me is my religion. Throughout Kafka’s Metamorphosis I found myself comparing Gregor’s newfound identity as a cockroach to that of the Jews during his time. I was specifically reminded of the life of my grandparents who were very young children in Eastern Europe when Metamorphosis was published and grew up in the same society that Kafka conveys through his stories. My grandparents would later go on to suffer through the horrors and hell of the Holocaust, endure starving nights and inhumane conditions. They later found their solace in Israel where their voices were finally heard but not without the scars on their backs that were stuck there and rotted away throughout their entire lives. As I read about Gregor’s inability to communicate to the outside world I was reminded of my grandparents when they became displaced persons with Jews from all of Europe. These Jews all had something in common yet struggled to communicate due to their adverse backgrounds. I was reminded of the death marches they endured, where their lives depended on following orders, many of which they didn’t understand. Jews weren’t allowed to talk back, let alone voice their opinion, as was Gregor’s struggle as a cockroach. During Hitler’s reign Jews were literally referred to as vermin and were treated like pests and insects. As I read metamorphosis the sight of the gas chambers of the Nazi regime kept on reappearing in my head. I was reminded that Europeans who hid Jews were excommunicated, as was Gregor’s family when the three tenants discovered Gregor in his cockroach manifestation. Although the holocaust didn’t happen until 20 years after Metamorphosis was published, Kafka’s recant of life, as a detested insect is a foreboding tale of his sense of what is to come.

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Pictured below are my grandparents immediately after the war…

 

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Can Clothing Be Art?

On September 12th, The New York Times had an article that discussed the new art exhibit in the Metropolitan Museum of Art. It discussed the display of textiles from all around the world and different time periods. What I found most interesting was whether or not this type of clothing would have been considered art by our class. We had said that art was beautiful to look at and didn’t really have much purpose. However, this didn’t really prove to be true with this exhibit. As the article had said, the result of the exhibit was, “a feast of transcendent artifacts variously embroidered, woven, dyed and printed, and one of the great art experiences of the season.”

This was interesting to read because this article made the case that even clothing and other textiles from old time periods could be considered art, even though clothing seems to have the only purpose of being worn and protecting our body. Therefore, I decided to look up the definition of art. According to Merriam-Webster, art is “something that is created with imagination and skill and that is beautiful or that expresses important ideas or feelings.” So this shows why we had a hard time coming up with something that isn’t art.

            Based on the article, I felt that anything created to represent a feeling or idea or is simply beautiful to look at can be considered art. It doesn’t even need to send a message. It could be as simple as a picture of a flower or even the flower itself because nature had to be created somehow, no matter your religious beliefs. I also think it was interesting to note how the article talked about the different aspects of the exhibit and put it in its historical context. One example, “cultures nearly clash in a towering tapestry of embroidered silk made in China for the Portuguese market in the first half of the 17th century.” This textile shows not only beauty in its creation, but also the designs of the time period it was made in. It is both informative and aesthetically pleasing.

So, the point that I wanted to make with this article is whether or not our opinions for art are now changed after reading about this exhibit. We consider the Metropolitan Museum of Art to be a beacon of good art and in this case, the appropriate definition for art. Therefore, if they included textiles and clothing in their exhibit, we should reconsider the notion that art can only be painting, sculptures, and other physical objects created for the sole purpose of being treated as art. Art can be anything around us that we can consider to be pleasing to look at or that causes us to think about an idea or message. And as the museum exhibit did, we should allow even things that we wouldn’t consider art to broaden our perceptions on the topic and discussion of the importance and significance of “art” in our lives.

Works Cited

Smith, Roberta. “Threads of Many Cultures, Embroidering a World.” Rev. of Art      Exhibit.The New York Times [New York City] 12 Sept. 2013: n. pag. 12 Sept. 2013. Web.  13 Sept. 2013.

<http://www.nytimes.com/2013/09/13/arts/design/interwoven-globe-a-300-year-survey-of-textiles-at-the-met.html?pagewanted=2&pagewanted=all&_r=0>.

 

“Art.” Merriam-Webster. Merriam-Webster, n.d. Web. 13 Sept. 2013.

<http://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/art?show=0>.

Mood Diary 1: Metamorphosis

Eerily calm.

The words that came to mind after reading the first couple of pages. Why was he acting so calm? Why did he focus more on getting to work on time rather than on the fact that he became a bug? After finishing Metamorphosis, I felt like I could relate more to Gregor. His indifference was what caused people to be frustrated but I could see why he acted the way he did. 1

Since metamorphosis involves the transformation into adulthood, I felt like Gregor never grew as a character throughout the story. When his dad became unemployed, Gregor just accepts the task of earning money to support his family without a second thought. Similarly, when he becomes a bug, he calmly accepts his new nature and tries to keep working despite certain difficulties. This made me feel like he was spineless. 

Gregor was not the only one who had gone through a metamorphosis. While his was mainly physical, Grete went through a psychological one. At first, I liked Grete because she was the first character to feel sympathetic towards Gregor and tried to help him whenever she could. However, as she neared her coming of age, she started to care more about herself. In the end, I was disappointed and angry about the family’s attitude towards Gregor. The parents focused more on finding a new home and a husband for Grete than on what to do with Gregor, which I felt, was the ultimate betrayal towards Gregor. I was also surprised at the ending because it left me asking, “What, that’s it?” while also pondering on what would have happened had Gregor lived.2