Few things can actually bring people as much pride as seeing their neighborhood immortalized. In sixth grade, the new principal of my school decided to reach out to the students by having us create a rap video. Our principal was rapping!! (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zZFZiw0spVA) When he first rapped, everyone began laughing; they thought he was doing this just for personal fame. Personally, I found the whole thing hilarious, but it was the video that particularly interested me. When they forced us to watch it, I focused on the setting, thinking to myself, ‘That’s where I would embarrass myself at handball everyday!’ or ‘that’s the deli where my dad and I would walk to every summer!’ It just felt special.

The fact that this video was shown on television and film festivals made me feel a bit proud (even if I hated the music): the world will get to see something that is such a big part of me. I wonder if that’s how the children of Mad Hot Ballroom felt when viewing the finished movie.

Honestly, I was not a big fan of Do the Right Thing. At least, I was not for the first few minutes of watching it. The colors and fashion of the movie were so unusual to me that I could not relate to it. As I continued watching I began to remember that this society really did have such fashions and music and dialect. The movie did begin to interest me, however it was still very unfamiliar.

Mad Hot Ballroom, on the other hand, was exactly like the scenery I am used to. When they he showed children in the Forest Hills school, I seriously thought the actors were inside my elementary school gym. The blue mats against the wall and the scattered equipment reminded me of my elementary school. The resemblance was striking. Even the outside of the school looked exactly like my Queens Village elementary school.

These children, mostly middle class with few minorities, were the children that surrounded me in my elementary school. When introducing the school, views of the quiet neighborhood abundant with trees was a sharp contrast to the schools previously shown. The Brooklyn schoolchildren were aware of problems such as infidelity and drugs while the Forest Hills children appeared to be the 5th graders most of us are used to. Even the neighborhoods were very different: while one was quiet and pleasant the other was busy and noisy. It was also filled with minorities, most of which were speaking Ebonics, which is often related to a lower status. In addition, the program had different effects on each group of children. The Forest Hills children were forced to smile and had to follow strict dance instructions. The children from Brooklyn truly enjoyed dancing: they would practice during their free time and they had authentic smiles on their faces. Dancing changed their lives and turned delinquents into well-behaved students.

Distinct from these two neighborhoods was the school in Manhattan with the younger children and pleasant teacher. Although the school was also in a busy neighborhood it was very different from the other school. The way the children spoke revealed more innocence. The outside of the school was beautiful; these were clearly children from high-class homes. These children also enjoyed dancing, but they did not reach the finals in the competition. The scene with the children crying was heartbreaking, especially after seeing their teacher cry after the progress the children were making. I must admit that once the teacher was bawling, I shed a few tears too.

Ultimately, my elementary school experience only resembled the Forest Hills school. I was able to relate to it and wonder if I would have enjoyed the program more than they appeared to. Perhaps I would hate it, especially if I had their instructor who appeared to be mean. Either way, Mad Hot Ballroom was really touching and an excellent preserver of three different communities.

Posted in 09. film, Blog | 1 Comment

Week of October 31st: A view from the car

Posted in Elana Lerner, Photojournal | 1 Comment

Posted in Ashley Barlev, Photojournal | Leave a comment

Re-size your photos!

Hi all,

As mentioned in class today, please remember to re-size your photos BEFORE uploading! I’ve posted a really simple instruction (under tutorials). Thanks for conserving our space and enjoy your extended photojournal project!

Posted in announcement | 3 Comments

Week of 10/25

My first time using mehndi on someone

Why pay $20+ at a nail salon when I can do it myself?

My little sis trying on her costume

Posted in Jacqueline Helmig, Photojournal | 1 Comment

Photojournal First Week Photo

Posted in Elizabeth Fruchter, Photojournal | Leave a comment

Ralph’s Lemon Ices

I am mad at myself that I didn’t write down some of the things he said, thinking I could remember them, but obviously I couldn’t. Not that I wasn’t listening or anything but there were certain phrases he said that were really deep and philosophical.

Anywho it was yet another great experience meeting the mastermind behind this strange dance phenomenon. One thing I noticed was that the same feelings of uncertainty and questioning that we as an audience had, Ralph also had. When asked inquisitive questions about the dance or asked what he thought he’ll do in the future, he responded with uncertainty and doubt. And I think that this is why we felt those feelings as an audience because we were influenced by the artist’s emotions. I mean Ralph definitely had a message to convey but he also had many scenes in his dance that were private and intricate that maybe even he couldn’t get or explain. Which is why, as I pointed out in my last blog, we don’t NEED to get or understand this piece. We should just sit back and enjoy it for what it is: a new form of expressing oneself through dance or as a professor in the room stated, an “experiment.” Which reminds me of a story Okwui said of her neighbor coming up to her and telling her that he didn’t get it, and she replied with “good, you’re not suposed to.”

Another point I found extremely intriguing was the point they brought up about needing and not needing the audience. When I act on stage I need the audience there to make sure I’ve accomplished my goal of making them laugh or sob. On the other hand Okwui and the other collaborator next to her stated that they didn’t need the audience because it was something they were doing for themselves as an artist and the audience was just there witnessing it. Okwui also said that it was weird because she wanted to know what it would be like to “need” the audience and I on the other hand wonder what it would be like to not need them. For one I wouldn’t get those silly butterflies in my stomach before going onstage ;p .

I especially loved the little book Ralph gave us at the end. It was so cute!! I showed it to my friends in class that hadn’t seen the performance and they were so perplexed….they didn’t get it at all. Oh well, they’re not suposed to.

VS                                  

Posted in 07. Ralph Lemon, Blog | Leave a comment

Ralph Lemon:Take Two

Ok, so in the first Ralph Lemon blog, I was harsh. REALLY harsh. Now that I’ve met him and learned more about his performance, I take it back…all of it.

I got to the dance studio a few minutes early, so I stood around talking with a few friends, until I decided I really had to go to the bathroom. So I hurried off before the discussion started. As I was leaving the bathroom, I quickly passed this group of people who were walking really slowly. I got back to the studio, and immediately after, this slow-walking group of people came in too. Automatically I said to myself, “oh crap, I just cut off Ralph Lemon in the hallway. Wow, I’m an idiot…” But I soon got over it when they asked us to take our shoes off, and I thought they were going to have us try out the dance. I definitely wasn’t looking forward to that.

So they sat there and talked. Four of them were facing us, and one was to the side. There was Ralph Lemon, Dr Profetta, David Thompson, and Okwui. Dr Profetta started telling us about the piece, at some points stopping to question the two dancers. While Dr Profetta and the dancers spoke to us, there was a major question in my mind whether or not Ralph Lemon was a mute…but when he finally started talking, I realized what a dumb idea that had been, because he was the one who had spoken during the whole film part of the performance. I’ve gotta say though, I really love his voice.

To get to the more profound stuff- what the dancers said was really interesting. David told us how it wasn’t meaningless movements, but instead the dance exhibited something deeper within. It was a removal of all inhibitions and fear, and the search for personal identity. What is the body? What is the body trying to do? Those are the questions that the dancers were attempting to answer. It was a routine: get lost, get found, get lost, get found.

When I first watched the performance, I thought the dancers were just throwing themselves around on the floor, but apparently it wasn’t only improvisation. There were certain discreet segments in order to help organize the whole thing, because a 20-minute improvisation wouldn’t work out very well.

Ralph Lemon’s reason for this performance was to experiment, and let out something personal. He wanted to expose the “wrongness” that is so often associated with sharing personal and private feelings, and he wanted people to feel uncomfortable and question their discomfort.

“Love and joy and happiness don’t exist without pain and grief…We choose to look toward one or the other, but they coexist, one can’t exist without the other.” This, I think, sums up the whole thing. This was one of the last things Ralph said to us, and it was extremely powerful. The whole performance is the clashing of these emotions and how uncomfortable it makes us feel, but this is what we experience every single day. These emotions coexist within us, and this performance and dance were meant to show how they are constantly flowing into and fueling each other. Feelings that are supposed to be private and personal, Ralph takes a risk and puts them out there, trying to gauge people’s reactions to reality.

Posted in Blog | Leave a comment

Picture of the Week!

I like this picture because it looks like a never ending road which is what college feels like right now!

Posted in Aurona Qamar, Photojournal | Leave a comment

Posted in Marinna Bradfield, Photojournal | 1 Comment