In Response to Ivan…

“Every time I was able to perform or improve my skill I felt like I was a part of something greater, like I was destined to do something with this knowledge I have, but just as it reached its peak, something happened and it had to end.”

I relate to this feeling on innumerable levels. Because I am an artist, I know that feeling of being invincible whenever I’m on stage. The moment I step away, the moment the curtain closes, the moment the lights turn off I feel so lost.

Ever since you fell in love with the music
You find a way to express what you feel
But the moment that you get away from the mic, you don’t know what you doing

Yes, that is another NF reference. No, I’m not sorry.

It’s crazy how I feel like I’m levitating whenever I’m performing, only to be burdened by the weight of the world every time it’s over. I’ve always wondered why. Perhaps it’s because music can express what words cannot. Perhaps it’s because I know what I’m doing for once. Perhaps it’s because I can be whoever I want.

We’ll see.

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