Poems

Rhyme IV

-Gustavo Adolfo Becquer [trans: Juan F. Medrano]

Do not say that, exhausted of its treasure,
there is lack of subject matter to silence poetry;
we may not have poets; but
there will always be poetry.

As long as the kiss ignites the heart with
waves of light,
as long as the sun dresses the torn clouds
with fire and gold,
as long the air carries perfumes and
harmonies in its lap,
as long there is spring in the world,
There will be poetry!

As long as science does not discover
the origins of life,
and in the sea or in the heaven there is an abyss
that cannot be calculated;
as long as the always advancing humanity
does not know where it’s heading;
as long as there is a mystery for man,
There will be poetry!

As long as we feel that the soul rejoices,
without the lips laughing;
as long as we can cry without the tears
blurring our vision;
as long as the heart and the brain
continue struggling;
as long as there is hope and remembrances,
There will be poetry!

As long as there are eyes that reflect
the eyes that look at them,
as long as the lip responds sighing
to the lip that sighs,
as long as two confused souls can
in a kiss feel themselves,
as long as there is a beautiful woman,
There will be poetry!

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Cover Page

It just occurred to me how much I appreciate the cover page of this blog; the picture of the boy reaching out for that spray seems to embody the fierce and daring passion of certain artists that we have encountered this semester. Graffiti is a CRIME (which I read as “giraffe is a crime” at first).

It reminds me of Petit paying the fine for trespassing or Da Ponte fleeing from his angry patrons…

Tara S.

Tara Sabharwal (pronounced “Sub-bur-wal,” it seems… according to pronouncenames.com) is a working artist from India, who has held many exhibits on her artwork.

I’ll share her website in case anyone would like to feel “prepared” to greet her tomorrow.

 

http://www.tarasabharwal.com

Happy Thanksgiving.

Poem

I became nostalgic thinking of some of the weirdest poems that I loved back in those days….

Ode to an Artichoke (Pablo Neruda)

The artichoke
of delicate heart
erect
in its battle-dress, builds
its minimal cupola;
keeps
stark
in its scallop of
scales.
Around it,
demoniac vegetables
bristle their thicknesses,
devise
tendrils and belfries,
the bulb’s agitations;
while under the subsoil
the carrot
sleeps sound in its
rusty mustaches.
Runner and filaments
bleach in the vineyards,
whereon rise the vines.
The sedulous cabbage
arranges its petticoats;
oregano
sweetens a world;
and the artichoke
dulcetly there in a gardenplot,
armed for a skirmish,
goes proud
in its pomegranate
burnishes.
Till, on a day,
each by the other,
the artichoke moves
to its dream
of a market place
in the big willow
hoppers:
a battle formation.
Most warlike
of defilades-
with men
in the market stalls,
white shirts
in the soup-greens,
artichoke field marshals,
close-order conclaves,
commands, detonations,
and voices,
a crashing of crate staves.

And
Maria
come
down
with her hamper
to
make trial
of an artichoke:
she reflects, she examines,
she candles them up to the light like an egg,
never flinching;
she bargains,
she tumbles her prize
in a market bag
among shoes and a
cabbage head,
a bottle
of vinegar; is back
in her kitchen.
The artichoke drowns in a pot.

So you have it:
a vegetable, armed,
a profession
(call it an artichoke)
whose end
is millennial.
We taste of that
sweetness,
dismembering scale after scale.
We eat of a halcyon paste:
it is green at the artichoke heart

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This ties in with my previous snapshot of NY; sometimes we are just like an artichoke, thinking greater of us than we are, until the moment it strikes us to realize that Maria is coming to boil us down. Perhaps, that is the very reason why movies featuring the destruction of the city due to natural disasters tend to be stimulating (not in a positive sense)…

If there is glory in something fleeting, when will New York become glorious?

Arthur Rimbaud

This is the picture that is often used for “Illuminations” which is a collection of poems by the poet referred as “Arthur Rimbaud” in Smith’s memoir.
Let me share one of his many prose-poems from “Illuminations.”

“Graceful son of Pan! Round your brow crowned with flowers and berries your eyes, precious spheres, move. Stained with brown lees, your cheeks are hollow. Your eye-teeth gleam. Your breast is a cithara, chords chime in your pale arms. Your pulse beats in that belly where a double sex sleeps. Walk, at night, gently moving that thigh, that other thigh and that left leg.”

Strong and mystical word choices with prophetic tone (meaning, it sounds like apostrophe or an excerpt from anathema/archaic sacred text).

Pirandello

Was it really absurd?

In middle school drama class, we learn that the peak/major point of absurdist theater comes around 1950’s, so Luigi Pirandello is incredibly notable in that such play was written in his time (few decades before the actual boom). Before we go around evaluating, I would like to apologize because I am not currently feeling sane after 18 hours of staying awake (compared to 26 hours of my daily sleep, it’s too long). If I suggest something crazy, I probably mean something crazy.

Firstly, all characters in a play are voices of someone. This someone has to be real and existing somewhere in the world, even if the existence should be in the hypothetical realm, so long as the character can manage to come to existence in verisimilitude. If this rule is broken, the play would have hard time making the audiences focus. This is proven because characters supposedly represent a character, a being, a thought of an author, a thought of another being, etc. To deny this is to say that a being is not in existence when it actually is.

We’ll begin with something simple. One of the first assignments that my drama professor (Prof. Einhorn. Awesome. I miss her) gave us was the entrance of an actor. She (mis)quoted that when a (wo)man enters a room, (s)he brings his/her whole life with him/her. Prof. Einhorn taught us that good actors will tend to create reality as early as the entrance,  not only showing the moment before, but the reaction and the relationship between the character and the setting.

Now, consider the entrance of the 6 characters. They came in their characteristic ghostly walk. REMEMBER THIS WALK. They came right in, as if they belonged there, and they moved around like characters. It was subtle, but as a once-theater-student, I was pretty impressed by the way they portrayed such hard reality. I mean to say, IF acting must come from reality, and if the actors have never seen a “character” walking on the street before, this expression is very VERY believable, as absurd as it might sound, and therefore, it is a beautiful art. There characteristic walk can be distinguished from free, realistic (usual, humanlike) walks of the other “actors.”

By now, I think it’s only natural that we pose questions on the subtitles. By the nature of the play, it is very tempting to think that the subtitle should not exist, because it is very possible for any actor to go into the reality and speak his or her reality, which, when happened, is beautifully done, except the other actors would probably have some hard time if not skilled enough (cf Respect for Acting, Hagen, the scene of improvised lines, which created reality rather than anticipation of lines). This, I do not know why it was done, because this play, out of all the others, probably should have let it happen, even if it calls for disaster. It’s a perfect disaster, and Pirandello will probably love such disaster.

The end of scene 1, I heard lots of gasps and I myself gasped, but I really wonder if we gasped at the same thing. Okay. It’s a biased statement, because I actually took classes in which I learned how nudity on stage works, but I’m really hoping that the audiences were not gasping at the nudity. I really hoped that the audiences were gasping at the mother. I don’t speak French (and my minuscule knowledge of Latin didn’t even help here….). But the way the mother created the reality around her–her horror, her disgust, her scream… It was so strong that I could feel it snap my spine, even though I could barely see her. I’m sure people down there appreciated it much more that I, but I think there was something gasp-worthy in her acting that made me so shocked, making me wonder if it was even humanly possible.

Yes, the author did a great job leading to that “scream.” Really. Pirandello led the audiences to first dive into the actors’ reality, then to the characters’ reality. As audiences follow along with the realities, it is almost as good as impossible to realize what horror the mother must have felt, that the audiences are screaming in the head already for her. Yet, the actor who played the mother did fabulous job because her reality was even more real than reality in that in reality, it might be difficult for non-expressive people to express such abomination.

Now, the garden scene was beautifully done, showing that the director is learning from the characters and stop making lame rehearsals–pretending that a show is just a pretension, and that reality half created would suffice for the sake of a rehearsal. By the second act, he did his best to portray what he could. If the director did not put effort to believe the garden, the girl could not have possibly drowned. No, the girl would be sitting on that wooden set piece. There’s no real water in that. What killed her was that the way reality was created with effort, and the way that the director actually started to respect theater.

The boy who never spoke. His gun shot scared me. I literally jumped onto Anthony and Justin. He had no voice, and by the first thing discussed on this post, he is a very queer way to voice a certain voice: without a voice. Here’s the catch: his expression, his shaking and his body language: all showed very clearly all the reality that was necessary to be shown. In fact, he probably spoke more than most other characters when he was about to shoot himself. An interesting quotation from drama class: There are only three types of scenes: Fight, negotiation, and seduction. In that moment, the boy did all three. Truly unbelievably believable decision, to the point of making me doubt that this is an absurdist.

Now, why does Lucius ramble so much.

Here’s the fun part. All characters are voices. All actors are therefore, a story teller. If that is the case, the 6 characters are voices that wished to speak, but the story was never written down. Their stories are told in different way in different literatures, all separate, but never in one place like this.

Where am I getting at? If you notice the CURTAIN CALL of the play, the actors who played the real, or those from so called “reality” (that is, the actors, director, crews) walked in like a character in that hideous and unusually beautiful “character” walk. Fiction? Reality? The cry is not just horrified director screaming about dead characters. It was the question of IDENTITY. IF -> the characters are fiction THEN -> the director himself is also fiction. If not, both are horrid, horrid reality. Whatever it is, the theater group probably decided to put them in the same boat by purposely making the actors to walk that ghostly walk to curtain call.

The horror the horror. If all characters represent some kind of voice, and if the director/actors/crews were also characters… whose voice are they representing? Do we not see the similarity between the director who claimed that we can’t put nudity/sex on stage and some of the audiences who gasped at the naked actor? Do we not see the similarity between the director and the audiences who both try to deny that the show is nothing but a made up fiction? Do we not see the similarity between the director and us, complaining about bad plays, wanting something new, something stimulating, involving drama, conflict, death, violence, love, hatred, tragedy, etc? It’s a tragedy? Whose tragedy? Whose voice is he speaking for?

Tragedies can happen around us, like all reality, like all theater based on reality, and all theater that IS reality. Theater is not obliged to be created only for the purpose of pure entertainment according to the will of the public; that wouldn’t necessarily be art. Hagen wrote that all artists are rebels of some sort and so are the actors. We often do not appreciate the reality behind theater and go to do our daily killing and drowning. Are humans cruel enough not to care?

It was indeed a frightful play, in a very pleasurable way. Frightful, because the message I got from the play was that the two characters who died are dead, and we are still debating if it’s real or fiction, as if being either one should lessen the gravity of the reality behind it.

Garcia Lorca

This is not yet an analysis, just a mentioning of the author to spark up some discussions.

I do remember Garcia Lorca being an eccentric writer when we (the intro to spanish lit. class in high school) first met his work. When we read La Casa de Bernarda Alba, we did sense something revolting about him (although, most people around g’27 had the pulse of revolution…). When we read his romances (octosyllabic quatrains), we were utterly confused as he spoke of the moon and the boy and the gypsies… If I remember correctly, he had a short life, as he was killed during a war/movement or something.

I’m opening up this thread for people who are confused after reading the poem for first five times.

Snapshots

The Tallest Building in New York

The Tallest Building in New York

 

We think we have accomplished great things. This is the picture of the most influential person in your life staring at the tallest building in New York. This building was built before the city was named “New York,” and by far, is above all other architectures ever built by humans on this earth. It is currently not available for view, but one can vague see the shadow of this structure. It is truly a magnificent piece of artwork.

 

Discussion: Dance

I am going to start a general, open-to-all discussion about dance. Feel free to add a comment anytime and pose more questions. These are some suggestions to spark a comment:

What is dance? What is the difference between dancing and everyday movement? If there is a difference, where is the borderline? If not, should dance still be an art? (and if it’s not an art, why is this performance included in our course?)

What do you expect to see at the City Center? What is, if any, your prejudice about this performance?

A Girl on the Subway

This is written from CCNY library, Monday morning, about an hour before the start of the class. The computer has stuck space bar, which makes it extremely difficult to type. Nonetheless, the fact that I miscalculated my time this morning and the fact that I arrived here an hour earlier than I intended do not change. Therefore, I must scribble something before I die of boredom.

I ride the 7 train to the “city.”

On the Queensboro Plaza, two come into train, a father and a daughter, to whom I gladly gave up my seat so that they could sit together. The father must remain a father, not a man, because he seemed to not be anything else without the relationship with his daughter, or at least, it appeared so for the duration of my travel. The daughter, however, was self-existent and therefore, I was able to conclude that she was not only a daughter, but also could be a girl.

“Next stop, Court Square”

This is the part of the travel in which the fast becomes slow and slow remains slow. Express train no longer leaps across the insignificant stations that are outside the “city.” If the Queensboro Plaza is the beginning of this revolution, Court Square is the one that fully lives up to her rights, and do herself justice by not being ignored. How fair.

“Why is it Quart Sqware?”

The girl asks her father. Is she asking the ontological question about the existence of “Quart Sqware”? The father kindly seats his daughter on his lap and tells her that it is “Court Square.” The girl insists on “Quart Sqware.”

“Oh…. then Times Square is next…..”

On what world is Times Square after Court? She should be the head of MTA. Many people will appreciate, especially when the universe revolves around moi.

“…and then it’s Vernon Jackson Avenue…”

I take it back. Her world must have trains leaping and jumping wildly across the air, back and forth around the globe. Not bad. Afterall, it is her world, and she has the right to think whatever–there is no limit, and if she is able to will it and able to imagine it, it exists.

“It’s Vernon Jackson Boulevard.”

The father kindly replied. Great revelation. Shocking truth. Undeniable reality.

“Well, it’s also an Avenue.”

The girl says. Super human analysis. Epitome of human wisdom. Highest philosophy.

“I die! I die!”

The girl is dying of boredom. There is nothing more relatable and nothing more genuine and nothing more philosophical and nothing more universal than the horror of death by boredom. I die I die. Death. Eloi Eloi- death? Langston Hughes’ weary blues death? Nicolas Guillen’s grandfathers singing ballads of me canso me canso, me muero me muero-death? I die I die I die.

And the two left on Vernon Jackson—without having to go through the tunnel of Sheol between Vernon-Jackson and Grand Central.

Books of Q88

Over the past few weeks, I feel as if I’m more aware of the diversity around me when I commute.

1.5 hour of daily commuting to class has tamed me to bring a book–any book, to spare myself from mental torture. Usually, I finish my homework between classes (4 hours. more than enough time), so I am almost always in dire need of brain stimulation. I carry around 2~3 books at a time, not because I enjoy reading, but because subway rides can become unbearable for someone like me.

When 7 train closed down on Saturday of the Macaulay museum meeting, I was forced to take Q88 to Woodhaven for the first time in my life. As soon as I claimed my seat on the back of the bus, I found my self sitting in front (because the seats of the bus allowed 4 people to face each other) of a hispanic man holding red “Sacra Biblia.” He had quite a tranquil look on him, as if he was going for a church meeting, or as if he is a deacon or an acolyte, giving a heavy impression of piety, not according to the definition of Euthyphro and Socrates, but by the definition engraved in our natural human-ness, in that one can imagine that the man is having a relationship with God on his ride to wherever he was going.

Next to him set an elderly lady, murmuring at a volume inaudible, holding a small crimson book. As she mouthed each word, I became curious to see the contents of the book, as the title written on the spine of the book was too faded out to be legible. Luckily, I was able to see the chapter title of the page, which read: “Sanctuary Spell.” That was a great brain stimulant. I started to think: is the “spell” the “spell” that I know? Like… Witchcraft? Sorcery? Magic? I hate to be rude, and if anyone is offended by this post, I will gladly apologize, but I just have to say: I loved the irony that the lady had to sit next to the man.

When I and Sam went to Book Culture to buy the required reading, I noticed that there were several sellers of books around the block.

How much longer would such things exist?

What if books become like scrolls; what if archaeologists in the years to come take my journals and notebooks and infer that humans of 21st century actually wrote things on a bundle of bound papers with ink and graphite?

 

Books are cool. We should love them.

“The edge of the world here,” (McCann 37)

I was thinking about this quotation, and it inspired me in a way that this can be looked as a intercultural pun. I’m sure most of you heard about the fairy tale regarding Tir na Nog (or some variation of it) which is from Ireland (*cough Corrigans).

A quick refresher, according to what I remember: it’s a story about an old man who sailed westward from Erinn (Ireland) and reached a land of the youth (Tir na Nog), in which no one aged (practically a paradise). After years, he misses his hometown and pleads the tir-na-nog-ians to help him go back, but many advised against it, since returning to Erinn meant instant aging and death for the man. As a solution, they prepared the soil (tir = land) from the land of the youth, and asked of the man to never set his foot off the soil on his journey; that once he sets his foot off, he will most certainly die. Some version tells of his safe arrival back to tir na nog, while others end with the man violating the promise and becoming ashes and dust. Look up the actual story for more information, because my memory may have betrayed me on several details.

In a way, America does resemble the “edge” of the world, especially New York. There is a layer of eternal youth with the inevitability of death (both terms used figuratively, not in a literal sense).

I do not know if the author intended this or if he meant something totally different. However, I do think it is interesting how the stories intertwine in this city like the way the snakes wrap around the caduceus, facing the opposite direction but stemming from one root; our root is the humanity and new york is the top of the caduceus.

About me: Lucius Seo

My name is Lucius.
The name given to me at birth by my parents is Jin Won. However, I had to make a new name because my name often confused people with that of my brother (Jiwon). In order to prevent the confusion, I opened up the Bible to random page and picked out the first name that I saw, which was Lucius.

I like to doodle on my notes while my professor is not looking. I think I am very talented at doodling only if the class is extremely boring.

I used to enjoy acting in school plays, and almost all my middle school/high school career is embedded with musicals and plays.

Currently, I tell people that I plan to major in “undecided.” People do not understand this joke.

My family lives in 14th century and therefore is very unknowledgeable concerning technology.

I like to commute and I enjoy riding subway. I hope I have a pleasant, fun year.